To me, it’s kind of the worst feeling in the world. Knowing that you had all the chances, all the right moments and opportunities to achieve what you’ve always wanted and yet, the only thing stopping you was yourself. What’s even worse is knowing that you will never be able to take those moments back. You will never be able to undo something you never even had the courage to do in the first place.
That your heart just doesn’t feel a damn thing anymore.
Trying to do homework on your bed
Trying to do homework at your desk
Trying to do homework in the Kitchen.
Every attempt fails.